Monday, June 23, 2014
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
Denial
Two nights ago my wife was hurting and tired as well as I was. Once we were settling in bed she told me "I promise to give you some soon". At that moment I was in ecstasy as well as just slightly down. Down to the fact I absolutely love being inside my wife and getting to enjoy the feel of it (my dick might be small as in only 4 1/2" but it fills her nicely) but the ecstasy overruled the down feeling as I sat there in denial of her body. My dick was going to be locked up for atleast one more night and when that thought rushed through my head I got excited and thrusted as if I were inside her. Last night we were both tired. I had been up since 4 AM for work and she was busy most of the day with applying and researching jobs as well as our side hobby/job of posting stuff on eBay. She finally came to bed and told me how she wish she didn't have so much going on where she could have taken a shower and came to bed earlier to spend time with me. Well me being horny I immediately took that as cuddle/be intimate with each other. After that left her mouth, my thoughts were the same as the night before except only stronger ecstasy this time that I was denied again and will be waiting atleast another night.
When I get locked in the cage we never discuss a date, I just tell her to unlock me whenever she wants to feel me because it is no longer about my pleasure, it is instead all about her pleasure; therefore I get left locked for atleast a week at a time - it is a huge rush. Being over a week now locked away and horny I know I will have to stay locked in my cage while we first start being intimate again while I perform oral service and caress her because I know once she unlocks me, my 4 1/2" dick will definitely find its way to your sweet warming pussy and end up coming before she gets warmed up.
When I get locked in the cage we never discuss a date, I just tell her to unlock me whenever she wants to feel me because it is no longer about my pleasure, it is instead all about her pleasure; therefore I get left locked for atleast a week at a time - it is a huge rush. Being over a week now locked away and horny I know I will have to stay locked in my cage while we first start being intimate again while I perform oral service and caress her because I know once she unlocks me, my 4 1/2" dick will definitely find its way to your sweet warming pussy and end up coming before she gets warmed up.
Thursday, May 15, 2014
strapon over cage
Well I have now found a site that shows one of my tease and denial fantasies. That is strapon over chastity. She gets pleasure while keeping me locked up. Im not so much into the whole cuckold or give her a bigger dick and make her into a whore ordeal but just simply loving the thrill of giving her pleasure in kinky ways. The thought of her getting off while denying me really sends me off into an ecstasy world. Her cumming while my dick is frustratingly off to the side and locked away is all smiles for me. Her pleasure excites me.
Now if she wants one bigger then that I will be ok, ill get her a big dildo and ill go to town on her. That choice is hers and it wont hurt my feelings at all because I live for and love pleasing her She will just have to open up and let me know. I dont really focus on myself pleasures cus her pleasure is mine. Just as much as I love being denied, I at the same time want to make sweet passionate love and also pound her pussy hard all equally the same.
I would love nothing more than to see total satisfaction on her face no matter what lengths I have to go to provide that, my own dick and motion, strapon, using a bigger dildo, oral, threesome or foursome play, ect. So back on topic of strap on over the cage topic, here is the link for some visuals and captions. Her pleasure and my denial is my fantasy here.
http://strappinguy.tumblr.com/
Here is another way of denial that seems interesting hmmmm
http://mistressivey.blogspot.com/2011/04/penetration-without-ejaculaion.html?zx=fd6d0754b7f18464
Updated: 3 hours after posting the above.
Ok the last time I measured my dick I came in at 6". This measurement was from several years ago. I've noticed within the past year my dick seamed to not be 6" anymore but I thought its close enough. Well I got my Princess and myself a toy not long ago that was 6" long that goes over my chin so I can still give her oral while she is enjoying the dildo. We quickly found out that this hurt her. I just thought it was only at most an inch longer and that was the deal. I found her one at 4 1/2" to replace that one.
Well I became horny at lunch today and was on my Kindle browsing around. I noticed I was fully erect and I had a quick thought to measure my member. I grasped it and for sure knew it was rock hard and had no softness to it. I pulled the ruler out and came up to 4 1/2". Well that explains why my Princess was hurting with the 6" dildo. We were trying to stuff an extra 2" in there.
I suppose most men would be disheartened by this, but not me. Here is the reason why I am guessing. If its too small for her then there are other ways I can please her. I can perform oral, this brings her pleasure. Play with her clit until she comes. Use the "motion in the ocean" with it as I have been doing. I can use the 6" dildo in hopes to fully fill her pussy as it should. Just because my member got shorter doesn't mean I can't still provide good love making sessions and/or pound her pussy with a 4 1/2" member. I can do that or whip out the 6" strapon/dildo and enjoy being with her. This is all about her satisfaction/pleasure not mine!!! I will always be able to masturbate if she allows. I can/will always be able to cum with her no mater what. Hasn't been a problem and it never will be - even with the use of the strapon/dildo, I'll still be able to cum when inside her, no doubt! It somewhat excites me a little more now that I see her another reason to tease me. The whole denial thing had a good kick I loved, give it another reason to be denied and it makes it even more exciting.
Princess I will not go into the dumps, depression, or whatever else if you call it short. That will not lower my self esteem at all!!!!! Please understand that. I know what I have and while its useable just as we have been doing there are so many other things we can do to provide you full pleasure. I look forward to a lifetime of getting to be inside you and feel you and then also being teased and denied while providing oral and using other toys. Having sex and intimate sessions with you will always be great.
Now if she wants one bigger then that I will be ok, ill get her a big dildo and ill go to town on her. That choice is hers and it wont hurt my feelings at all because I live for and love pleasing her She will just have to open up and let me know. I dont really focus on myself pleasures cus her pleasure is mine. Just as much as I love being denied, I at the same time want to make sweet passionate love and also pound her pussy hard all equally the same.
I would love nothing more than to see total satisfaction on her face no matter what lengths I have to go to provide that, my own dick and motion, strapon, using a bigger dildo, oral, threesome or foursome play, ect. So back on topic of strap on over the cage topic, here is the link for some visuals and captions. Her pleasure and my denial is my fantasy here.
http://strappinguy.tumblr.com/
Here is another way of denial that seems interesting hmmmm
http://mistressivey.blogspot.com/2011/04/penetration-without-ejaculaion.html?zx=fd6d0754b7f18464
Updated: 3 hours after posting the above.
Ok the last time I measured my dick I came in at 6". This measurement was from several years ago. I've noticed within the past year my dick seamed to not be 6" anymore but I thought its close enough. Well I got my Princess and myself a toy not long ago that was 6" long that goes over my chin so I can still give her oral while she is enjoying the dildo. We quickly found out that this hurt her. I just thought it was only at most an inch longer and that was the deal. I found her one at 4 1/2" to replace that one.
Well I became horny at lunch today and was on my Kindle browsing around. I noticed I was fully erect and I had a quick thought to measure my member. I grasped it and for sure knew it was rock hard and had no softness to it. I pulled the ruler out and came up to 4 1/2". Well that explains why my Princess was hurting with the 6" dildo. We were trying to stuff an extra 2" in there.
I suppose most men would be disheartened by this, but not me. Here is the reason why I am guessing. If its too small for her then there are other ways I can please her. I can perform oral, this brings her pleasure. Play with her clit until she comes. Use the "motion in the ocean" with it as I have been doing. I can use the 6" dildo in hopes to fully fill her pussy as it should. Just because my member got shorter doesn't mean I can't still provide good love making sessions and/or pound her pussy with a 4 1/2" member. I can do that or whip out the 6" strapon/dildo and enjoy being with her. This is all about her satisfaction/pleasure not mine!!! I will always be able to masturbate if she allows. I can/will always be able to cum with her no mater what. Hasn't been a problem and it never will be - even with the use of the strapon/dildo, I'll still be able to cum when inside her, no doubt! It somewhat excites me a little more now that I see her another reason to tease me. The whole denial thing had a good kick I loved, give it another reason to be denied and it makes it even more exciting.
Princess I will not go into the dumps, depression, or whatever else if you call it short. That will not lower my self esteem at all!!!!! Please understand that. I know what I have and while its useable just as we have been doing there are so many other things we can do to provide you full pleasure. I look forward to a lifetime of getting to be inside you and feel you and then also being teased and denied while providing oral and using other toys. Having sex and intimate sessions with you will always be great.
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
Carrot
My sweet wife and I were working through a fuss we had during the day which led me to referring her beautiful body to a carrot. I told her that not having sex and intimacy with her is like dangling a carrot in front of a carrots face teasing him. I love my wife and I think the world of her. I enjoy and appreciate the privilege of watching her body revel itself when she is getting ready for bed or just changing clothes in general. She tells me the way I stare at her is uncomfortable like she is a piece of meat but to me she is much more than that. I cherish that body! She sees imperfections all the while I see nothing but beauty.
I don't necessarily submit to her as we have an equal relationship but I will assure you she could easily whip me if she wanted to. I see a brief taste of this as now she refers to herself as Carrot. She sways and poses her body and tells me how do I like her carrot. If that power ever got transitioned into asking me to do things for her...Id be wimped. However she is not like that but its a great tease and arousal when she portrays it. She and I both believe in equal say so around the house and upon decision making. It is healthy for a relationship to be this way.
I have been reading and researching over the past weeks when I would get horny or have the time to research about men who WANT to please their wife's more than themselves and it seems I am not alone. Several men show their commitment by going into chastity and handing the key to their wife to give her this control (huge turn on upon reading). Some men ask their wife to give them chores or task to do to relieve the pressure of them doing it or to allow their wife to go out with her girl friends or to have a relaxful evening watching movies. It is a sweet and sincere gesture and to some including me this is another huge turn on. I know my wife is no lazy woman but for some odd reason with her I just feel as though I should do anything I can to remove any stress and tension from her - hell why not when my dick gets rock hard just thinking of it. My wife is very head strong on helping around the house and wanting to do the same to me in return - relieve the stress of me doing anything. So I am blessed as well as she is blessed and somewhere we will find mutual ground to relieve each other.
I wish she would give in though because this just goes back to the Carrot issue. I would do anything for her in order to have sex and intimacy with her. I would do anything to ensure she got to cum regardless of if I did or not. I have been one to always think of her and buy and do things for her instead of for myself however the strength to do so for her has only been intensifying over the past weeks and days.
I'm not sure what extent I draw the line in order to ensure her pleasure or happiness but right now its an endless list of what I would do for her. If my wife tells me something is a fantasy or a turn on to me - it is an instant turn on to me. Every fantasy she has told me has become mine to do for/to her. To see a smile on her face, to see sweet ecstasy come over her would please me and is all I would want.
Even the request in these pictures do not turn me away. I would do them all at the drop of a hat to show my love and commitment and devotion to her. I love you Carrot.
I don't necessarily submit to her as we have an equal relationship but I will assure you she could easily whip me if she wanted to. I see a brief taste of this as now she refers to herself as Carrot. She sways and poses her body and tells me how do I like her carrot. If that power ever got transitioned into asking me to do things for her...Id be wimped. However she is not like that but its a great tease and arousal when she portrays it. She and I both believe in equal say so around the house and upon decision making. It is healthy for a relationship to be this way.
I have been reading and researching over the past weeks when I would get horny or have the time to research about men who WANT to please their wife's more than themselves and it seems I am not alone. Several men show their commitment by going into chastity and handing the key to their wife to give her this control (huge turn on upon reading). Some men ask their wife to give them chores or task to do to relieve the pressure of them doing it or to allow their wife to go out with her girl friends or to have a relaxful evening watching movies. It is a sweet and sincere gesture and to some including me this is another huge turn on. I know my wife is no lazy woman but for some odd reason with her I just feel as though I should do anything I can to remove any stress and tension from her - hell why not when my dick gets rock hard just thinking of it. My wife is very head strong on helping around the house and wanting to do the same to me in return - relieve the stress of me doing anything. So I am blessed as well as she is blessed and somewhere we will find mutual ground to relieve each other.
I wish she would give in though because this just goes back to the Carrot issue. I would do anything for her in order to have sex and intimacy with her. I would do anything to ensure she got to cum regardless of if I did or not. I have been one to always think of her and buy and do things for her instead of for myself however the strength to do so for her has only been intensifying over the past weeks and days.
I'm not sure what extent I draw the line in order to ensure her pleasure or happiness but right now its an endless list of what I would do for her. If my wife tells me something is a fantasy or a turn on to me - it is an instant turn on to me. Every fantasy she has told me has become mine to do for/to her. To see a smile on her face, to see sweet ecstasy come over her would please me and is all I would want.
Even the request in these pictures do not turn me away. I would do them all at the drop of a hat to show my love and commitment and devotion to her. I love you Carrot.
Friday, March 21, 2014
My bestfriend
I know I have married the best woman in the world. I admire her, I love being with her, I love getting to watch her sleep and wonder what her dreams are. I love getting to share life with her and becoming more open as the days are rolling by us as I hope this avenue only gets better. I love the fact I can tell her my kinky wild side and she is open minded to its curiousness just as much as I am. I love the fact she wants to learn golf and bowling with me - just waiting on the weather. I love that I have her to share fishing with me on the pier. There are countless ways I am loving her and her ways.
Yesterday though was another day that seemed like something had her in the dumps or running through her mind or bothering her. She seemed very quiet and even though I left for about an hour out of the evening she just went onto bed. She told me she wasn't feeling well such as body aches or headaches and that's all that is hindering her. I seem to feel it is more than that though. I just have a gut feeling something is weighing very heavily on her mind. I pray constantly that what is on her mind she will soon get peace over. I pray that her body will continue to heal where she can once again have a smile on her face.
I have said it in the past few days so I will continue it today and that's simply the fact that I absolutely enjoyed walking in from work yesterday and getting to walk up behind her in the kitchen and finding my ways of caressing her and kissing her. She has no idea how much I miss her while I'm away at work. I absolutely enjoyed the pork chop dinner she served up, it was another amazing dish she cooked! I am blessed to have such an awesome wife!!
Yesterday though was another day that seemed like something had her in the dumps or running through her mind or bothering her. She seemed very quiet and even though I left for about an hour out of the evening she just went onto bed. She told me she wasn't feeling well such as body aches or headaches and that's all that is hindering her. I seem to feel it is more than that though. I just have a gut feeling something is weighing very heavily on her mind. I pray constantly that what is on her mind she will soon get peace over. I pray that her body will continue to heal where she can once again have a smile on her face.
I have said it in the past few days so I will continue it today and that's simply the fact that I absolutely enjoyed walking in from work yesterday and getting to walk up behind her in the kitchen and finding my ways of caressing her and kissing her. She has no idea how much I miss her while I'm away at work. I absolutely enjoyed the pork chop dinner she served up, it was another amazing dish she cooked! I am blessed to have such an awesome wife!!
Thursday, March 20, 2014
caged
Well its day 2 in the cage and I am absolutely loving it. My wife looks at it and wonders how its not hurting me. I'm not sure how the cage isn't hurting me but its not. I did however shave for two reasons, to help with the use of the cage and also the looks. I'm not sure if the wife agrees if the looks of it is any better, I didn't ask, but I think it does. I need to ask though which one she likes the looks of better as her opinion is the only one that counts.
I'm not entirely sure she knows why I have chosen to go into a cage as we haven't discussed it to its full depth but there are so many reasons I have chosen to do so and I can't really place any reason over the others but all of them have the same thing in common - the thrill. The reasons are - total commitment to her that she controls my dick not me (what a huge rush/sensation when thought of), loyalty, cut back on masturbation to allow me to enjoy and feel the love making, I have hinted to her the teasing me part but I do get turned on and get a rush and thrill from staying caged while she masturbates in front of me to get her pleasure, makes me eat her till she gets off and not me (tease and denial fantasy/rush), fucks me from behind or on top until she gets off from nailing me so hard and telling me of all the ways I have been messing up (femdom rush/fantasy), strap a dildo on me somewhere and uses it while staying caged (another tease/denial/femdom fantasy). So there are many reasons to going into the cage - loyal commitment as well as fantasy play.
I'm not entirely sure she knows why I have chosen to go into a cage as we haven't discussed it to its full depth but there are so many reasons I have chosen to do so and I can't really place any reason over the others but all of them have the same thing in common - the thrill. The reasons are - total commitment to her that she controls my dick not me (what a huge rush/sensation when thought of), loyalty, cut back on masturbation to allow me to enjoy and feel the love making, I have hinted to her the teasing me part but I do get turned on and get a rush and thrill from staying caged while she masturbates in front of me to get her pleasure, makes me eat her till she gets off and not me (tease and denial fantasy/rush), fucks me from behind or on top until she gets off from nailing me so hard and telling me of all the ways I have been messing up (femdom rush/fantasy), strap a dildo on me somewhere and uses it while staying caged (another tease/denial/femdom fantasy). So there are many reasons to going into the cage - loyal commitment as well as fantasy play.
Better man
As I brought supper home last night I the moment I saw my wife I was put into relaxation mode. Hard to explain but I saw her and immediately I was put into a relaxed state. I crave that woman and I miss her so dearly throughout the day. She did have a rough evening of enduring personal matters and though I'm not sure if I could do anything for her other than just keep asking if there was anything I could do. I made sure I showed her my caring ways of rubbing her leg, listening to her, kissing her, and also praying over the situation. I'm not sure I could offer more help or at least I didn't know what other help I could offer other than just being there beside her and listening. I do wish though I would have showed her even more attention as my brain was on a treadmill in my own little world of thrills and that is one of my downfalls that I am trying to get away from - example: if she starts talking about a problem, concern, heartfelt issue, I try to put away anything that is a distraction from full focus on her. I don't mean reply while holding my phone or Kindle in my hand, I mean I put it away, put it in sleep mode and put it down, turn my eyes to her and listen to her. Though this is something I am changing for the better it is a work in progress. I didn't realize this was something I wasn't giving her until lately it happened to slap me in the face. I don't think she ever made any remarks of it but I do recall the thought of "what can I do to show my wife I do listen to her and how can I improve to be a better listener to her?". Well its simple take away the distractions and it takes focus. I try to run the mental thought through my mind as an alarm when she is discussing important issues "what are you doing right now while your wife is talking to keep from FULL FOCUS on her?". I have immediately stopped whatever it was and turned my head or body to her to show I am totally focusing on her. I can not wait until I become a PRO at listening to my wife - which should allow my vague memory to improve dramatically!!
Back to yesterday evening, we ate and talked of issues, then went down to the pier mainly to feed the fish and enjoy the sunset over the water but instead we ended up hooking a few minnows and casting a couple of lines out. She happen to out catch me 2 crappie to 1 catfish. I enjoyed that peaceful time I had with her. Just sitting beside her and watching a sunset while holding her hand too. The image of that beautiful face glowing with the sunset on it with those gorgeous green eyes still are embedded in my memory. I do consider myself very lucky to be with such a beautiful woman. After fishing we walked back up to the house where we spent the rest of the evening washing the dog, discussing some sad but important matters and then I showed her some images I found very interesting on the internet. I enjoyed using the computer rather than my kindle upon browsing the pictures to show her so a very huge thank you goes out to not only my beautiful wife but yet my very very smart beautiful wife!!!
Back to yesterday evening, we ate and talked of issues, then went down to the pier mainly to feed the fish and enjoy the sunset over the water but instead we ended up hooking a few minnows and casting a couple of lines out. She happen to out catch me 2 crappie to 1 catfish. I enjoyed that peaceful time I had with her. Just sitting beside her and watching a sunset while holding her hand too. The image of that beautiful face glowing with the sunset on it with those gorgeous green eyes still are embedded in my memory. I do consider myself very lucky to be with such a beautiful woman. After fishing we walked back up to the house where we spent the rest of the evening washing the dog, discussing some sad but important matters and then I showed her some images I found very interesting on the internet. I enjoyed using the computer rather than my kindle upon browsing the pictures to show her so a very huge thank you goes out to not only my beautiful wife but yet my very very smart beautiful wife!!!
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